Let Go

There was the real winter in my life: one season that I had always longed for. I craved for the grey sky and the fog surrounding me as I exhaled the smoke of the life I thought I would spend with one I thought the one.

There I thought I had missed the sunrise and  ignored the sunset, embracing nothing but the dusk.

Let me fall one more time, because I guess I need it. Let me love one more time, so I let go.

I was left alone to figure out the coldness I had always received. I flew out from the ground I thought we would be one. But I got caught by foreign moon and captivated by familiar sky. I was in different night yet almost in the same darkness.

There I thought I had missed the sunrise and  ignored the sunset, embracing nothing but the dusk.

I did not know where the life would lead me to, where these mistakes would take me to. But when the kindest star left me in the dark and I was blind to see its form, I knew there was always a little light that would never leave me. It shined a little brighter around me.

Let me fall one more time, because I do need it. Let me love one more time, so I let go.

I was not going to be blinded. I would keep the story about one untold. You would hear about one star but would never hear about how I got ignited.

Let me fall one more time, indeed I need it. Let me love one more time, so I let myself go.

And I would be free.

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